Painted in the middle of lockdown, the subject of this portrait is my husband Simon, who was the only person I was able to interact with for many months. Added to our isolation, we were in the process of moving house and I found myself viewing him as a mirror of my own isolation. The title is taken from Avo Pärt's minimalist composition 'Spigel im Spiegel' , which translates into 'mirror into mirror'.
The piece is known for its long, sustained notes, sense of space and pathos. In Simon's expression, I wanted to capture a feeling of watching the world from afar. During the time of its creation, the world was going through a series of tragic events that exacerbated the feelings of helplessness that social isolation can bring about.
The painting is also a portrait of flesh and in mimicking the techniques of academic painters of the past, I wanted to mirror the jewel-like qualities that flesh can possess when viewed in real life, a response to my own inability to see my loved ones in the flesh.