Turmoil

Each artwork comes paired with words that are written in parallel.

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I’m grieving you before I’ve lost you because I know it’s coming. I know it’s coming because I’m familiar with unwanted silences, uneasy pauses, the calm before the storm, and long sentences contrived of weightless words.
I’m grieving you before I’ve lost you, because weightless words can still feel heavy, and I can feel the pull of a lever pushing too hard, and us over the edge.
I’m grieving you before I’ve lost you because I’m imbalanced and I’m reminded of it time and time again as I lose all sight of what it’s like to keep and be kept, love and not lose, and gain without excruciating pain.
I’m grieving you before I’ve lost you because its painful to learn we’re on borrowed time. There is a chapter one, followed by a chapter two, a climax at chapter nine and the great demise at forty five.
I’m grieving you now because it will be easier than grieving you tomorrow, when I know that I am one day closer to before the day I lose you.

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Sydney based artist.
- 'No house style'.

My connection to art began in my childhood, a place where I found stillness amidst the noise. With a dual upbringing between Sydney and Karachi, I carried a blend of cultures within me, a complexity that my art began to unravel with time.

My journey so far has taught me that my work is not just creation, but expressive therapy. A way to reconnect with myself and understand the threads of my upbringing. Figures, abstract compositions, and colour underpinned by no-house-style are woven through my work, each piece a step in my ongoing journey of self-discovery.

I pride myself on constantly evolving my work, continuing to grow, discovering and rediscovering to find solace in creation and becoming.

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Colour, Abstraction and Expressive Painting | National Art School | April - July 2025